My ex boyfrind from last year is still bugging me after the harsh break up we had. All we ever seem to do any more is fight. Even when we DO seem to get along its only for a very short period of time untill we fight again. We're both taken but still feel conected after the 7 month relationship. When we're getting along for the short period of time that we do it feels like just the day before he handed me the beautiful rose he had, and as though we were still with eachother. I even tear up when I hear him talk or mention the other girl. Sometimes I find myself acting jealous when he uses "our names" on MySpace and MSN, or when he says he loves this other girl he's with. But then I remember what I went though and am happy to have moved on to the one I am with. Since I broke up with him though I have all these weird feelings around my boyfriend. Like I can't tell him things anymore like I used to. Also everytime he kisses me I feel something I havent felt in a long time. But I'm not sure.
I don't know how to deal with my ex nor trust these new feelings?
it takes time to get over a break up.. i was with a girl for 4 years, and we broke up cause all we did was fight.we didn't speak for a while then we started talking again, i thought i missed her and i still got jealous like you do, but that was only cause i was used to her company and that's what i missed. not her, the company. you have a new BF now, and you feel weird, but that's normal. you just have to get to know him better and you ll see things get better.and when he kisses you and you feel something, that's good. cause that's what life is about.. new experiences
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