HELP this is serious, have i ruined my relationship?..?

In September 2006 everything was going great, I had just graduated high school the previous May and I was just having fun, being care free and testing the waters. Then a guy added my to myspace, we went on a date to the movies, and I decided to go with it, well....we were really extremely happy together (I was happy and in love with him) for about 5 months, and then I get this message on myspace from this girl that says he's cheating on me with her (I've now learned that she is like 250lbs and psychotic), and I believed that for a while, until I learned this, and my boyfriend's sincerity everytime that I ask, which has been a lot.

Well anyways, I got pregnant in March of 2007, and let me tell you, I was an emotional roller coaster...I accused him of everything possible, I was extremely clingy (going over to his house after midnight because he wouldn't call me or anything) so he saw me maybe a total of 15-20 times while I was pregnant. I had the baby in November 2007 and since then

HELP this is serious, have i ruined my relationship?..?

Ouch! That's tough!

HELP this is serious, have i ruined my relationship?..?

well, i think you need some therapy, someone unbiased to sit down and talk to about all these emotions, and probably meds for the bi-polar.

HELP this is serious, have i ruined my relationship?..?

You may have a double whammy here - post partum depression and bipolar disorder. Both are treatable. Talk to your doctor and get referrals.

You sound like you are hurting yourself as much as him and this needs to be worked out for your sake, his sake and most of all, the baby's sake.

Best of Luck to you all.